@rom thank you for your reply,that makes me feel a little better.Y(^▽^)Y @give me twilight how about you take a look at what crazy things you're posting every day?! Really, you are simply the person with the best mental state on this website. hehe.

啊 我受够了 我不想上补习班 去你妈的哪个畜生把高中的课程弄得那么难的？！ cnm。 我不想上学我不想开学我不想看到一切与学校有关的东西了！！！ 妈的我爸今天又因为一点小事就把我弟骂了，从插座电源开关扯到“没钱就没面子”，我真他妈受够了啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！ 我不想选理科，因为我哥在理科的各科成绩都是接近满分的（妈的高中这么难他怎么做到的？！），这样会显得我很蠢……而且我真的不感兴趣…… 好讨厌现在这样什么喜欢的事也做不了的自己啊。 明明自己都疯了还要去安慰别人的我真的很虚伪啊，就跟那些空洞的劝人“活下去”的歌和文章一样恶心的要死。 我真想一直手舞足蹈到世界末日， 这样别人就会觉得我是个疯子所以不会管我了。 “ポップ・ステップで踊ろうか 世界の隅っこでワン・ツー” ……就像这句歌词一样让我发疯吧。 在这“世界的小角落”中。 :(

…i should still use Chinese when complaining.

@yuyumi ...when is your birthday?I will leave a message on this website in the early morning(perhaps 3 a.m. or 4 a.m.?) of that day wishing you a happy birthday. you can come here anytime if you feel lonely. everybody who stays on this website will be with you. （ah,please forgive my poor English.after all,i am actually not a native English speaker. i am just a junior high school student!!! so i found many words on translation software, such as Baidu.） may I ask, can you browse Chinese websites like bilibili?cause i spend much free time on it,it's a good place to relax and talk with another person. hope you can have a little bit of good luck today. :)

it is nice when a few people care,i am sure a few people may care, a small clump of them may appreciate you lots, as i would for others and you may for others too.

My birthday is kinda close and I hate it Just a while who was my friend's birthday and she received so so many good gifts and happy birthdays My friends probably won't remember and my family won't get me anything and like the last three years I won't be celebrating That day would be really sad I don't want it to come I don't wanna remind them one by one like last year this time why should I even do that Some of them even said cool and kept talking about their whatever for me TT

@yuu Thank you so much for answering again wowowiiw I am in school and I absolutely can't communicate and all the people in my school always seem so happy and they're having but whit they're friends so I can't approach them if they're whit their friends School is really really boring I hate it so much I'm always trying so hard to fake sickness to just get out of there School just won't work for me djneshhe Also you're so kind...I care about you too When I read what you wrote I felt very worried I really really really hope you get better as a soon as possible and I'm glad you're coping better now !!

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this website is something special also @yuyumi my method is depending if your in uni or school or nether the best thing to do is find people in the same boat, look for gathering to attend and sometimes people come up to you other times you go to them but it is always seen me through tough time. i do genuinely care for you form the bottom of my heart even if i sound kind of dry if you need to talk im always free

Rom you might just be the kindest person I've encountered You're the first person who has said such thing to me really Thank you so much that made me cry shbshshs I wish I saw this before I done that but now I feel good anyway Wherever you are I hope you're having a wonderful life , you'd deserve it for being so kind to total strangers Also your cool friend @give me twilight haha

oh poo. @rom it took no convincing at all, you have to be willing. the man i am with forever we love eachother and want to try everything. suggestive really. ෆ╹ .̮ ╹ෆ as for yuyumi, i have full faith in you surviving the next apocalypse. i dont know who made the treacle pie recipe. build the #1 fallout shelter NOW. nerv nerv nerv nerv angrrls nerv nerv nerv nerv..invest in mongolian shrimp farms

I was recently at the airport and noticed everyone was scrolling tiktok’s or reels or youtube shorts. i peered at some phones and saw many ai generated content being displayed. seems like we’ve built apps to put people in a deeply suggestible state and then sell the mechanism to suggest things via ads. sad!

John 3:16: "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Romans 8:38-39: "For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

you really shouldnt be embarassed, this is an anonymous board, dont worry lol but really, why should you throw the rest of your life away? you have great potential to grow and change your life, so why waste all your chances? your life is valuable and priceless, you shouldnt waste it so eagerly and truly, we care about you and your life, and ill be here if you ever need someone to talk to please, i want you to smile, and i want you to be happy, dont waste all your future and all your potential because of your family or some fake friends. really, ill be really really sad if i never see you around here again, i promise, so dont do anything harsh, please

yuu and rom I got nothing to love for especially whit this family in this country I came here mid crying and seeing that you payed attention to what I said made me cry harder and I'm glad you did seriously thank you very much And I get what you're saying both of you mentioned my family and friends would get sad I know what you're trying to say I get it some people WOULD say that no one would care about them and stuff though if they die or even get hurt lots will cry and worry like I get it But really TRULY I'm not like them Well yeah I'll agree my mom will get sad but only and only her I'm serious lol My other family members and relatives hate me openly and has gotten into endless fights whit my parents because of him so obviously it'll be a relief for them if I was gone Also I have no friends which is the thing I really really hate I have very few and they're all busy whit their own amazing life and their friends and best friend and well everything I bet ykwim But in my case there's not a SINGLE friend who would mourn me like a normal and good "friend" would do I also am a burden more than I am needed to my family spacial but yk to my friends too because I keep telling them about my miserable life and they don't care and they're tired of answering and I can clearly tell they don't give a damn I am a disgusting person, my last attempts of being good in a way are just doing lots of favors for the same fake friends I have and well they get happy While I have nothing to do I just make things or draw for the same people Also @yuu I'm speechless this makes me so sad gosh I've attempted a few times too but nothing really happened and that was for like many years time ago when I was about 11 and all got was my mom yelling at me and I didn't really regret it even after the first time I done it twice again But ever since the last one I just stopped to see if things get any better Ive been feeling completely depressed ever since then and it doesn't change no matter what even when I try and lie to myself and stuff So yeah not to get into more details no one would care + my dad once did tell me to do it Yo I typed alot this is kinda embarrassing idk but I did stop crying Overall I might do it soon or in a few hours idk When youre sure no one would really mourn you you won't feel sad when doing it, my first attempt I felt panicked when I was convinced I should do it but now it's not really like that