I feel so tired… Actually... sometimes I also want to die, but I don't have the courage... I always feel pain, but... what else can I do? I'm so tired living in school my classmates are scheming and trying to get along with you on the surface, but as soon as I turn around, they start gossiping. I'm really fed up, but I can't possibly transfer schools… The academic pressure is so high, and I also have to go to accommodation. I really want to live a good life, but every time I do, I deserve it. maybe…I truly serve my right… I have no friends, and I can't speak, and I'm useless except for grades. I'm really fed up with it, but I can't leave. I can't say what to do if I'm tired… I want to help others, but I need their help. It's really funny. I'm such a poor person, haha is anyone here? please help me…hehe

to Hier: yes,I'm from china:) are you also from china? (hehe)

why do I feel so hopeless…what should I do? a life will disappear but I can't do anything what can I do? Is anyone there? who can help me…

Aiutami: What are you doing?!are you still here?Don't do anything foolish! please……I don't want you died,please:( are you still here,Aiutami? At least, I'll be waiting for you here tonight whether you are here or not

tldr: i love you dont kill yourself

even if you do end up doing something awful, whats that gonna solve? youll just pass that pain to more people (including me btw, love you) and give up any chances youd have to make your life better. even if everyone in your life hates you and uses you, even if nothing good ever happens to you, it DOES get better, i can say from experience. the fact that you cant stab yourself means you still have hope, and you know there are people that love you, so dont do anything stupid (please).

Hi again... To Diairing-Id, and Hier, Thank you for being so supportive and kind! I love you so much!! ... But I want to die so badly. My life is hell. I want to escape the constant pain I'm going through. The few seconds of Agony I could experence before I die will be worth it. Please. My mom hates me. I don't know what to do with my life. I need help but I don't know how. I stand in the kitchen with the knife in my hand. Yet I can't stab myself. I stand on the road, Yet there are no cars in sight. ... I'm sorry. Let's all love Lain♡

any idea on how to improve/change communication in the net? starting a site but need experiments

wired from kosovo ♡

It’s the beginning of fall. It’s late but I’m awake. I watched twin peaks after exploring a dam in the desert at night. The moon is waxing, almost full already. Climbing the brick wall was harder than I remembered. .. Most days I feel just a little bit like I’m going insane. But that’s not me, it’s because most people’s mouthes are bleeding from holding their tongues. And maybe that’s me, but we don’t have to talk about it. No, we don’t have to talk about it. And maybe it’s me but I seem to have left my reflection on the floor a very long time ago. I think I found the pieces and I’m trying to pick them up but it’s taking a long time and what’s worse it’s painting a target on my back. Family is like fine china- it’s beautiful and I don’t want to find out how fragile it might be. But all I want is to see myself just once. I picked up the first piece and it made me obsessed with the beauty of everything. I Don’t want anyone to take that away from me Surely love can’t be what damns you.

world is chaos unreal machines act as real humans highly doubt we can stop them we must learn how to live in harmony thiuerry

Every time I see Jesus or God or Christianity here in the guest book, in my mind I replace them with Lain and Wired as I see fit. Maybe someone can make a browser extension that does the switch by itself…?

To Hanebasdos I agree with you on that last part. Using Christ just to make you feel better is indeed lazy and sinful, which is why he commands us to be reborn through him, changing completely the way we live. Though i do believe Christ would be the solution. Christianity has, in fact, been used to control masses. However, those who use it for that purpose always corrupt and distort the bible. One example is the catholic church in the 11th century, that hid the bible and commanded people to pay for indulgences, that is, forgiveness for their sins. Some modern leaders also condone thinking for yourself and doubting what they say. The bible is against that, as seen in Acts 8:18-23 and Romans 12:2, respectively. While the bible does, in fact, have a few mistranslations, we have many old manuscripts of parts of the bible, which are very well translated. Those mistranslations don't affect the main messages of the bible. For example, the fact that Jesus is God, that you should love and forgive eachother, etc. And again, the bible teaches against conforming to the world or to the Elite. Yes, the powerful can and do misinterpret the bible to control, but they do that with everything, mainly the media. Those misinterpretations are what caused Islam and Mormonism to exist, for example. But if you read the bible, you'll know these are false statements, and you can tell when they're misinterpreting or corrupting the bible for control. The bible is not "up to interpretation", it is, however, twisted by other people to fit their own desires. As seen in 2 Timothy 4:3–4, people will seek false but easier to swallow teachings instead of the truth, which is what is happening nowadays. Thank you for responding to my message so respectfully by the way, much love to you and i'll also pray for you.

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