How's the medication been affecting you? I saw my mom she came and hugged me she was crying. I wanted to cry but for some reason no tears ever left my eyes. Do you think that was the medication? You would have to tell me I don't have much experience with it. It very well could be it numbs emotions mainly the negative ones. So then did you ruin that moment with my mother. I wouldn't say that. What would you say then you don't know how badly I wanted to cry. I'm sorry. I think taking the medication is a mistake I am going to stop taking it. But what if it returns. I would rather it come back then not be able to feel anything. I understand is this our last meeting then? What do you think.

Do you require help then? I do not know ever since I was young I always struggled with this type of stuff. So then you've needed help for a while. I guess you're right but it doesn't feel right to reach out right now. Nothing will feel right to you that is right. This is because your thoughts are lying to you right now. Lying to me how so? The "right" thing to do for you is whatever is comfortable. Getting better isn't comfortable to you. How can you tell we just started? It's common trust me I've done this plenty. So then what should I do. Keep coming back keeping speaking to me. What will that do? It will start to change this feeling of needing to stay in your comfort zone. I'll finally leave? That's up to you after all you decide if I'm even real or not.

I think my perception is being messed with. I am too deep into the wired. Started seeing things that don't seem real but I can't tell anymore. I can't help but reconnect to the wired it feels so amazing to immerse yourself in it doesn't it? Why yes it does I love the connection it brings! Why is that? Well I get to see so many conversations more than I would being outside all day. Do you feel included in them? No but its like seeing a snapshot of millions of peoples lives. Does that bring you true joy? I'd think so it's very fun to see so many people interact with each other. Who knows maybe I will join in on the fun! I don't think you will. You need to get a grip this wired thing is only going to bring you down. You don't know that so quit saying it. I am more connected now then I've been for years! Well I won't try stopping anymore I said all I needed to say.

I love being on the Wired! I love being on the Wired! I love being on the Wired! I love being on the Wired! I love being on the Wired! I love being on the Wired! I love being on the Wired! I love being on the Wired!

Why does the Wired always bring me back???

Hello. Hello. I love you. Hello. Goodbye. Goodbye. I love you. I love you. Hello. I love you. Goodbye. Hello. I love you. Hello.

I am here

You will be visited by a masked woman in your dreams. On June 1989, God was murdered by a more powerful entity. Wear the lead mask and await for the signal. The Mind and the "Soul" are not related. That beautiful smile is gone forever. No matter what sins you commit you will not be punished.

I think you think too much of me I think you think too much of me I think you think too much of me I think you think too much of me I think you think too much of me I think you think too much of me

I think I figured it out. To leave you should remove whatever defines you inside of the wired then you will only be yourself.

My pupils have reached full dilation. Despite looking right into light.

I don't think what you are experiencing is normal. If you cannot leave the wired then you should seek help from others.

So then I should try just getting up to leave? I mean I tried that and I just see more information. Is anyone else having this problem?

Once you connect to the Wired, your brain gears itself towards learning information but not critically thinking about it. If the wired sites you hang around all tell you to stay connected, you will. But then, why do you keep coming back? If you hate the Wired, you wouldn't reconnect unless absolutely necessary. Couldn't you stand from your seat and leave the room?

Well I can always just turn it off. I never had trouble with that. How are you stuck on the wired have you tried just walking away? (sorry if this comes off as rude just being honest)