josiah
August 20, 2026 at 1:34:23 AM
their words that used to fill me with butterflies
now sting and pierce my soul like nails
it hurts to hate someone i love
it makes me hate myself
and now, after what felt like an eternity of deception
the words i’ve waited to hear, were like thorns in my veins…
the shaking, the crying. the pain.
but even then i didn’t try to negotiate with you
if this is what you wanted have it,
but im never going to fight you
for the truth again.
