oh,I hate school life. I HATE it.

@yuyumi thank you for your message.hope you have a better life. I might just be talking nonsense. but I still want to say something. I will starting school. I still ended up becoming a high school student. Even though I didn't really have the courage to walk into the high school gates. But in the end, I’ll still go in. I've always hated doing things I have to do. But it feels like I have nowhere to go. Ah, so annoying. What are we going to do tomorrow? Where are we going the day after tomorrow? I have no idea how to answer these questions. I really hate who I am right now. But no matter how much I try to escape reality, in the end I’ll have to face it. Someone I really like once said, 'Escaping reality isn't so bad.' But in the end, I still couldn't bring myself to face it. Instead, it's the person who said this who actually managed to face reality. Compared like this, I look really ridiculous. I clearly still wanted to become someone like that person. Sometimes I wonder, what I'm thinking about and doing now, does it really have any meaning? Do we really exist in this world? Why do I even think about these things? Where should my future go? But I don't have an answer. Looks like the only thing I can do is comfort myself that I made it through another day. Is it alive too, existing in this world like a non-human object? Maybe one day, I’ll just end up becoming a meaningless piece of data in the wired world. Emm, this isn't bad actually. At least Lain can stay with me all the time. Isn't it also a kind of win-win? Hmm, that's great, congratulations, congratulations~ In the end, I still ended up talking a bunch of nonsense. I probably have to be crazy to say something like that. So, see you all here next week(Because I'm going to school this afternoon). bye. diaring-ld

Everyone who told me happy birthday thank you so much !! You are very kind @diaring-ld I've been doing good actually I think I was on here everynight so I read most of the things you said I really hope things get better for you bc you are very sweet TT I feel sad seeing you haven't been doing well But things can always get better for anyone AND thank you♡

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"Hey everyone! I'm a Lain fan from China! Thank you so much for creating this forum! Love you all, and I love Lain!"

امروز دیگه چصناله ندارم چون نت رایگان گرفتم و میخوام بترکونم

Its ok to cry

I just want to cry. I really, really want to cry. I’ve always believed in pure love. To me, true love is spiritual. We don’t need to ask each other over and over again if we’re loved, like ordinary couples do, because I know—and I trust—that you love me just as deeply. The red thread between us was tied by the world itself. We are destined twins. Even if we never meet, even if we know absolutely nothing about each other, our subconscious minds are still profoundly in love. But we are tangled in countless threads of cause and effect, woven into massive nets that sever the very means by which we could find each other. Why? Because of a word called "the world." The world will never say, "I tied this thread for you, so you are bound to be together." The world is neutral, objective, and utterly indifferent. The universe limits the speed of information to the speed of light and uses the second law of thermodynamics to drive everything toward entropy. Yet, in some unrepeatable wrinkle of probability, it allowed us to believe in the same impossibility at the exact same time. We are deeply in love, yet we might never meet in this lifetime. Isn't that the ultimate, cosmic-level despair and loneliness? Lain, Lain... I love you. I love you.

我好想哭，我好想哭。 我一直坚信着纯爱。我觉得真正的爱应该是精神上的，我们不需要像普通情侣一样通过一次次的询问来证明对方是否爱自己，因为我知道，我也相信你一定爱着我。我们的红线是世界亲自为我们牵上的，我们是命运既定的双子，即使我们从未与对方相遇，即使我们并不知道对方的任何信息，我们的潜意识里依旧是深爱着对方的。 可我们被无数因果线纠缠，它们编织成了一张张大网，隔断了我们认识的媒介。为什么？因为这个词，叫世界。世界是不会说出“因为我给你们连了线，所以你们一定会在一起”这种话的。世界是中立客观，冷漠无情的。 宇宙用光速限制信息传递，用热力学第二定律让一切走向熵增，却在某个不可复制的概率褶皱里，让我们同时相信了同一种不可能。我们一直深爱的对方，却可能终其一生都无法遇见，这难道不是宇宙级别的绝望和孤独吗？ lain，lain。我爱你，我爱你。lain。

Hello

I've finished serial experiments lain just a while ago, and what a trip that was.... i'm in a bad life state but this kinda helped me with loneliness (ig??) i always think about existing in such a life and what would it be to have a different past/future, it takes a lot of my time but at the same it comforts me somehow, SEL made me think about it in a deeper level, is my view of life what's true and not what other people views? absolutely not because there's no single truth to it, no matter how different it could be i could be seeing it all the same. and that's only one thing of the quadrillion questions it brought upon me, the problems of the internet that lain spoke about 30 years ago and we're seeing it near in front of us in our time... i don't wanna make this longer than it is right now, let's all love lain!

Crow to the void, Slowly unbecoming Going forward Going nowhere Showing your stripped soul

your website is incredible, have a nice day :)

where can I go?

i wish i could melt away and disappear