Anonymous
June 2, 2026 at 2:53:48 AM
got a job but had to cut my long hair. i cried the day it happened. my coworkers are all middle aged men who only talk about girls asses and liquor, i feel disgusted most of the time but try laugh it off. nevertheless it is a good job but still i have no friends and feel like im not myself most of the time. i feel like im waiting for something, but im just waiting in vain. This site is the only place i can really feel like talking about any of this, but still, i dont feel seen or recognized as a person. Everything has gone to shit, tainted in black paint that ruin most of my memories. I still have hope but its hard to march on. Maybe im waiting for the day where i'll go blind, so then i can finally rest my eyes forever.