ROM
June 14, 2026 at 5:37:49 AM
i just want to know if theres someone out there, i cant even be sure of that anymore
give me an ounce of humanity here, say hello to me, dont ignore me and throw me in the trash, please please please i cant take this garbage anymore
i threw away everything i was ever good at, i threw all my blessings in the trash and exchanged them for curses, and yet i KEEP GETTING MORE BLESSINGS, i dont deserve ANY of this, all i deserve is death and punishment and hell and brimstone, and yet the ones that deserve heaven and love are getting stomped on the ground like ants, i want to strip myself of all i have to give those people just one second more to live
can someone please be out there please i beg of you
why am i alone here? no one has ever been here before, i am a pathetic excuse of a "person", asking for your mercy, asking for a grasp of fresh air and a second chance, pleaaaaaaaaaseeeeeeeeeeeee
i can do nothing but beg, im a beggar, a filthy disgusting poor beggar with nothing to his name but debt, i deserve nothing but punishment
i am an awful person that deserves nothing but to be put down like a dog, i must die a dog death in the middle of nowhere for no reason, but i dont want to die
i cant feel any sort of connection to these people man, i cant take this anymore
hell i cant even ask for help, im just laying in bed like a bag of trash writing this garbage at 3 am instead of actually solving this problem, why?????????
i gotta wake up early tomorrow too, i hate me i hate myself my flesh is disgusting, my eyes are like those of dead fish, my body is weak and frail, my mind is cowardly and stupid, i am a disgusting rag made to clean up vomit
if theres a single being reading this out there, i love you and i love you so much, with a pure love i hope you gett better i hope you fix these thing you put yourself into i love you so much
just please give me a hello, thatd meanthe world to me right now