draintracer
October 22, 2025 at 10:24:01 AM
i'm going to bed much later than i'd like, on a fairly consistent basis.
probably isn't good for my health, but i suppose it's moot.
the longer i live, the more i find myself both annoyed by minutiae (often professional or logistical in nature) which had never entered my periphery before, as well as oversentimental to a large degree.
i should probably be medicated, but the thought is scary, and more so than that, exhausting.
there is an enormous amount of effort required to go through the motions of day-to-day life. i sometimes wonder if lain is sympathetic to our strange little oscillations.
maybe pity, actually?
it is hard to live.