that was from my spacehey 6 months ago. it still feels the same now

i know everyone, if any, that used to know me is probably gone by now, but i think i might start using this a little again! after the hack happened i kinda moved on to other sites, and a lot of shit happened there too…personal shit. i no longer have anyone. they’ve either all have their accounts deleted, blocked me, or just stopped talking. i have never felt more lonely now than in any moment before isn’t that contradictory? to be able to say “i’m lonely” to potentially thousands of people. everyone sees. everyone notices. but they’ll scroll away anyway. you’re just a suggestion to them. in reality, it’s not contradictory at all. even if they have seen your message, they won’t remember it within the next couple of minutes. lost in the infinite babel of other peoples messages. art is lonely now too. fake art gets constantly recycled. spat out, reused, until the parasites have sucked it dry, and then it’s tossed away. you can’t blame artists for being afraid of being famous. because sometimes, when you chase things like that, your art is lost in the crowd, and eventually, you’ll be lost in it too. is it so wrong to want somebody that actually cares about you? when you’re punished for it over and over again, it feels like it is. no one understands me.

neko neko neko neko neko neko wired neko neko neko neko wired neko neko neko neko wired neko

i wish i didnt exist but i cant help it im not sure if i want to die but i just want to leave everything i would give it all to someone else if i could someone more deserving because im a horrible person and people like me shouldnt exist in the first place.

I'm here but I'm not really here

anyone else watch hazbin hotel s2?

зачем?

Reality more often than not feels like a ilusion. Is this from spending too much time online? It feels like something was taken from me, and I can never go back and be who I was supposed to ever again. Who am I? Where did my identity went? Can any of you hear me from there?

اگر شب ها بخوابم او موجود ترسناک بالا سرم ظاهر میشود و میگوید پاشو بریم چراغ هارو خاموش کنیم اون کیست کسی میداند؟

Baby don’t hurt me, no moh Did you ever hear the Tragedy of Yui Kotegawa the Tsundere? It’s not a story Shonen Jump would tell you. It’s an Ecchi legend. So beautiful and full of love for her crush. Ironic. Everyone desired her and she never ended up with her beloved.

I fell like I'm being watched Everyone is looking at me stop lookiing at meee

baby dont huurt meeee

I can't find love What is love?

PrinceDraconis: Thank you, I’ll share this with others. ayrton: siempre. kik4i: same, and same. That It tv show premiere… oooh boy. Bummed me the hell out, now I need to watch funny content to get those final images out of my head. I applaud the makers for taking such chances and I do want to see where this prequel (which Pennywise has to survive, ofc) heads to. HBO Max retains its crown as the one to watch.

I love you all Sorry for everything