hellhavei
December 26, 2025 at 1:21:51 AM
Status, one which i grasp at, one i cant get, the one thing I need, is simply too far away, will i ever be happy? Will it end before that? It would be better. I stare here laying in dormant suicidal foresight, I grasp at my rope and wonder if its time to swing, I try, but even then I fail, nothing more than a failure, will the ever resonating song of my mom stop, will I finally not see her in my everlasting nightmares, this is no need, awake im living it, she sees, hears, feels, all, and once again im trapped in the closet no place to go curl into a ball, so none can see the fall