Maxie Meow
June 3, 2025 at 12:05:16 AM
Yumetwt. Impossible to keep up with, but fun to try. I don't think I ever want to draw anything ever again.. just seeing everyone else gain more fame than me just makes me feel worthless and legitimately sick. I love my fandom, but at the same time I also feel immense dread whenever something new comes up because I just know I won't be able to keep up with it. So I think that the best thing for me is to drop the pen after I finish this batch of work. I'm crazy when I hold it anyway. I'm a fucking lunatic! I want to stop, I really do. But I can't. I don't know how. I don't know what to do anymore...
