I guess I'm back to old habits again. Looking forward so I don't have to look at the present, or myself. If I always have something happening in the future, I can stay here... right? It's a delicate balance. Too close and I no longer have enough capital to keep me here. Too far and I decide the flames in my chest are too great. Sometimes I contemplate continuance, but other times I am content. What is the correct way to feel? Why should I continue if I know the present wildfire is growing beyond belief?

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hi guys

RAT IM HERE FOR U I GOT U DONT WORRY!!!!

i dont want to be alone

is someone there?

hello!!

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Hiiii :3 I'm here adding my name to the guestbook :P

im scared of getting old like i fear of old age yk my grandpa is leaving to mexico soon and yk i dont want him to die he always saying when his time comes but what can i do yk i cant control anything which is what i hate.

its the first of the month! im in school and i have so many tests its actually getting on my nerves anyways i got a coffee and it is absolutely delicious and im working through all of this studying! loveee lain and enjoying rewatching the show! im also looking to get my hands on the game, im going to research it a bit once i get homeee -someone

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I guess I'm a bit tired, if nothing else. I've spun up my web and now I lie in wait. My notes filled, ready to catch any discrepancy from others, striking mercilessly in the heart. Some days I enjoy feasting upon my prey, others destroying my soul from its very core. So I guess I'm tired of it right now, the lies I've conceived. Maybe they make me multiple persons, I'm not too sure. All I recognize is tiredness as of yet, and pleasure on the morrow. So do I set fire to the silk, and try to reconcile the days? Or shall I leave it be, and be torn apart as I lie ever waiting?