Domino
October 8, 2025 at 11:38:02 PM
It's okay Dnangel. Don't take this instance as your doing. I went through the perspective of both you and her mixed slightly at some point, so I want to ensure that you can hold onto hope. Don't accept that this is your problem. If you have morals and you do feel saddened by her loss, that shows that you're a good human being, but don't let it take you down a negative road. Systematically, suicide rates continue to rise as tensions in the world get harder. I was cheated over the course of 3 years during high school as I went through Boot Camp and AIT. I was already fairly low, but I loved her enough that she was significantly preventing any permanent solutions I might never get to regret. When I found out what she had been doing from a friend of hers over the past couple of years, I had to see therapists. When I told people outwardly what she treated me like at times, they ended up shocked that I would still accept dating her. I was even told that she was 'continuously using me' and that it was a 'toxic' relationship. Over time, I realized things that I regret nowadays and I eventually healed up. Sending nothing but outstanding love to you friend. <3
