Whitenoise
January 25, 2026 at 8:57:49 AM
A few days ago, I left my university despite the fact that I was in my last year and the first semester had been very difficult. When I wanted to take the first exam, I had to pay the fees. I knew that and I had money, but they told me that I was failing and that I had to repeat the third year again. I was not shocked in the third year. I did not go to university for most of the year, and I was going through special circumstances.
The simplest is that my house collapsed, a large part of it, and I lost my job for a while, and I was going through psychological problems that led me to panic attacks, and some other things.
I explained my situation to the administration and I was reluctant to allow me to complete the year while clearing last year’s subjects, and also because my department will not be present next year (we are the last batch in this department), so I decided to take subjects from another specialty as if I were studying two specializations together.
Things went on and I was left with the hope of one person so that I could put an end to the matter and complete my final year. He did not cooperate with me at all, but was rude in his words. After I had to explain the situation of my house and what had happened to it, he told me in a cold tone full of indifference, “This is your problem.” At that moment, I went and left the university.
Now I suffer from my family’s view of me and a lot of psychological pressure. I feel like I will vomit my organs.
I haven't wanted to go to university since the beginning because I don't need it. I work hard and I work very hard, and yet I can't even get looks of pride from my family.
Am I asking too much or what, I hate myself so much
