choose loneliness, lol. if you keep trying to be that false version of yourself, youll lose who you actually are, and finding yourself again is really difficult. also, stop trying to please others, thatll also harm your soul.

I think that I seek attention too much. I'm constantly dressing myself up and acting in a whimsical way to get others to put their eyes on me. I'm not really all that pretty but if I act and dress a certain way, people look at me like I am. I'm unsure if I should continue or stop since it makes me happy, but I also think it's destructive to my soul. If I don't act this way though, I'd be lonely. So do I choose loneliness or soullessness? I'm in turmoil.

if this site had a discord server it would probably get raided within an hour, lol

no matter where you go, everyone's connected.

it would be pretty cool if this website had a discord server or something made for it since people use it to talk to eachother sometimes

which "you" is dying today?

random sunflower field ill end up dead and i promise ill be home by 10

i love teru mikami!!

i wonder if the people around me are real

im really booreed

btw my brother uses this computer so i cant be on it 2 much

i love you. keep going for me !

hello, world!

if someone wants to talk w me tomorrow we can chat at 5 pm :D

I guess I'm back to old habits again. Looking forward so I don't have to look at the present, or myself. If I always have something happening in the future, I can stay here... right? It's a delicate balance. Too close and I no longer have enough capital to keep me here. Too far and I decide the flames in my chest are too great. Sometimes I contemplate continuance, but other times I am content. What is the correct way to feel? Why should I continue if I know the present wildfire is growing beyond belief?